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Until I Find Where I Belong

by Phil Bearce

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I've been around this world for so long Seen so much beauty and so much wrong I still search for a place to belong And some kind of peace to carry on I've played my music all around Sung my songs to the sun and the ground But there's still a voice that I haven't found A place where my heart can make its sound Chorus: And I don't know where I'm going But I'll keep moving on Through the joy and the sorrow Until I find where I belong Bridge: Sometimes it feels like I'm lost in the wind A leaf in a storm that never ends But I'll keep searching until I begin To feel the sun on my face again. So I'll keep wandering down this road With my heart as my only load And I'll keep singing until I've grown Into the peace where I belong Chorus: And I don't know where I'm going But I'll keep moving on Through the joy and the sorrow Until I find where I belong Until I find where I belong
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CHORUS: She wants to write - poetry and mysteries tonight Sonnets and histories all right - can’t see the light She wants to write “It was a dark and stormy night” Mid-winter in the monastery Emotionless and slight, the priest confused and solitary “Can I be to blame”, he said to no one, there beside his bed His lover left just yesterday, “Will she return?”, “I hope and I pray” CHORUS: She wants to write - verses and choruses tonight Treatments and treatises all right - can’t see the light - she wants to write BRIDGE: F#m Bm Her imaginary meanderings and literary philanderings Keep her evenings occupied these days She contemplates remembering her life before this clamoring For publishers to analyze and praise “Admit One” her ticket said, a darkened theatre miles away A thought of him and in his bed and why she left him there that day With the smell of jasmine in the air convinced herself she didn’t care Forbidden love, clandestine touch, until lately she loved so much
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Oh, I Wish 03:58
Rows of little houses, all the same Lined up neatly in a simple frame In the window, a flicker of light While someone inside holds on tight Oh, I wish I was a painter With colors bold and new I'd capture all the moments And they'd shine right through The city hums, a steady beat A thousand people on the street But in their heart, a lonely sound Keeps them from where joy is found Oh, I wish I was a poet With words to paint the sky Then I'd pen a hundred love songs To chase away the wonder why But in the end, it's just a dream A fantasy that isn't what it seems So they'll keep searching, night and day For some shelter from the pouring rain Oh, I wish I was a singer With a voice that soared on high I'd reach up to the heavens While the moon sails on the sky Oh, I wish I was a painter Oh, I wish I was a poet Oh, I wish I was a singer
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My privilege Our defiance My pride Our cultures My shame Our bravery Our privacy Their judgment Our children People staring Our courage Their world The failures Our joys My reflection Our differences My stupidity Our undoing Our friendship
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Afraid to go deep It's scary out there Eyes of the Beast Drift the waters bare Shallow enders Do not go too far It's up to your knees Stay close to the shore You just can't see it Shallow enders You know you're not alone Can't find your way home Never make it on your own As long as you are here It's in your chromosomes Not in Paris not in Rome Trust the wind has blown Danger in your ear Deep end looms large You cannot see the end Darkness in your heart There comes a time my friend Shallow enders Just take a giant leap The gods are on your side From the west or from the east The world will see your light Shallow enders It's in your chromosomes Not in Anchorage or Nome Trust the wind has blown Danger in your ear
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I'm not the greatest in my field but I’ve pitched a no-hitter And I use to hit 'em right out of the park And now that I'm getting older and my status in the beer league Helps me to play ball until it's dark I'm not down to my last out, but I've run out of chances I don't want to see my last few innings end I'm working on my night game and there are no more double headers But I’ll be back in this ballpark again, my friend CHORUS: I'm rounding third and headed home I can see you're on the edge of your seat Gonna cover my basses, tighten up my laces Got a handful of aces and I’m still up on my feet I've tried my best to play hardball and never came out of left field In the game of life, it's hard to know the score I'm in a league all on my own, I’m headed for the great unknown The crowd goes wild like I waited for CHORUS: I'm rounding third and headed home I can see you're on the edge of your seat Gonna cover my basses, tighten up my laces Got a handful of aces and I’m still up on my feet
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These Days 03:08
These days they are evolvin' Like the winds that blow so free The world is full of chaos And it's hard for us to see These days they are a-shiftin' And it's hard to keep the faith The world is full of madness It’s so easy to lose our way Chorus: But we must keep on moving Through the wind and through the rain We must keep on pushing And work through all the pain These days they are transformin' But the road is rough and long And if we stick together We can find where we belong These days they are reshaping But we can't give up the fight We must keep on believing That things will turn out alright Chorus: But we must keep on moving Through the wind and through the rain We must keep on pushing And work through all the pain These days we're so divided But we mustn't lose our way We've got to keep on fighting For a better, brighter day For a better, for a brighter, for a better day
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She picked the person That made her laugh I think she’s funny too If I do something On her behalf She knows it means I love you For the rest of our days We’ll be what we’ll be We’ll do what we’ll do And see what we’ll see We’ll grow with each other And leave the rest behind Live in a world that we’ve designed For the rest of our days She makes things out of fabric and love I write songs on my guitar I think our love is beyond and above And that’s just who we are For the rest of our days We’ll be what we’ll be We’ll do what we’ll do And see what we’ll see We’ll grow with each other And leave the rest behind Live in a world that we’ve designed For the rest of our days
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Best friend until the end No games and no pretend I'm not sure where I'd be If you hadn't lifted me It all makes perfect sense I must say in my defense The least I can do Is to keep on loving you My heart grows everyday Added color to my grey How I feel it can't be told You hold me when I'm cold So much joy in my life It was all worth twice the price The least I can do Is keep on loving you CHORUS: The that least I can do Is to keep on loving you My heart flew into you Ooh, keep on loving you Tomorrow is another day Just one night's sleep away And if I die before I wake I'll know I'll have made no mistake Easiest choice I ever made Richest card I ever played The least I can do Is keep on loving you CHORUS: The that least I can do Is to keep on loving you My heart flew into you Ooh, keep on loving you
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Good Friend 02:53
Whatever it takes going back in time I've got your back and you've got mine We see each other when we can Always brings me back to who I am Through thick and thin and back again Through rain and shine, remember when I'm lucky like a four-leaf clover To have my buddy like no other Good friend, good friend (good friend) A good cold beer on the weekends (good friend) Ain't no need to make amends, no, no It's always good to see you my good friend Lean on me and I'll lean on you And so far we have made it through Like a good wine getting better with age You're in my corner 'til the end of days Random dudes we do the best we can Two best of buddies that understand Living our lives to the beat of our drum Together or apart under the same sun Good friend, good friend (good friend) Feels like home on the weekends (good friend) I never know where the time goes, but... It's always good to see you, my good friend It's always good to see you, my good friend

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released June 28, 2023

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Phil Bearce San Francisco, California

I'm just a random old dude, Retired and still writing and playing music.

Music has always been a huge part of my life. My musical journey has introduced me to many good friends. I love to write and produce in various genres using quite a few instruments. It's like painting with more colors! ... more

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